Graduation was amazing. The culmination of my (very long and drawn out) undergraduate career. I was so proud of myself for achieving something that not everyone does in their lifetime. For that night, and the few weeks after, I felt as if I had really accomplished something. I wish this starry eyed optimism could have hung around forever because man was it validating. But then the inevitable happened. I got tired of sitting around the house all day and watching re-runs of the past seasons of The Real Housewives of (insert name of horribly embarrassed city here) in my pj's. So my mind became a nagging wife that kept reminding me of my failures.
"When are you gonna get a job?"
" What can you even do?"
"Have you even showered today??"
So I did what every self-respecting recent college graduate who has taken the LSAT and applied to law school does......apply to every entry level job that I could. Now, I don't even have to imagine how ridiculous everyone thinks that this is. I have actually heard it from almost everyone in my life. I was all set to go to law school, prepared for the hard work and sleepless nights and the famous competitiveness of my future classmates. But one thing that I was not prepared for was the financial burden that it would put on my husband and I. I had a vision one day of being outrageously indebted by my undergrad and law school tuition and Tim and I still living in our one bedroom apartment in 5 years. I decided to do something different.
With my law school apps still out (I wanted to move quickly before I could get blamed on making a new decision because I didn't get in) I began to look for a job in earnest. And what sort of job CAN a history major with no experience who had no other plans than going to law school do?
I'll save that for next time.
....and by the way....I did get in.
Very nice. Had me from the first sentance!
ReplyDeleteI really wish you would update your blog(s!) Are you still happy with your decision to not attend law school? Have you developed some new skills in the past year? What are your current plans for the future???
ReplyDeleteLove you!! :)